
Hi ... I started this diary today ... 31-st of January 2010. Usually I don't like to write ... but ... sometimes I feel like I need this. I feel a little depressed. I don't know why ! It's a strange feeling. I would like to go somewhere , far away from noise of the cars , far away from people. I think I started to hate this. I need ... silence ! What's happening to me ? I 'm tired all the time. I feel more and more tired of show-biz. I wanted to sing. I wanted to be happy. But these days I realised that musical industry is not anymore like in the past. 10 years ago I wanted to conquer the world, but now, all you have to do to have succes is ... not to sing. If you don't have a good vocie ... you can succed much better than if you really have talent. I hate this. I hate all this kind of " scandalous stars " ... like Lady Gaga and ... other stuff like this.
